End the game of mental seesaw

End the game of mental seesaw

– Anant Sri

You are seeking answers but don’t really know what your question is. You feel randomly, sometimes restless, sometimes excited, sometimes confused, sometimes clear, sometimes irritated and sad, sometimes happy, sometimes defensive, sometimes bold, sometimes depleted, sometimes euphoric, sometimes sensuous, sometimes extrasensory, sometimes sleepy, sometimes alert and aware, sometimes you experience fine coincidences and divine help and sometimes blocked and helpless .
This is your picture and this is the picture of everyone. Nothing is wrong about it. Feel normal, because every normal person feels like this.

Purpose and meaning of life and death, mystery of karma and unfathomable working of cosmic law remains like a koan or puzzle. You don’t know your innermost intentions and influences. It seems that you are living blindfolded. If this type of life goes on without any conscious choice and effort of evolution, then emergence of pain and misery in the long run of life is inevitable.

You should disengage yourself from the unaware flow of life. Neither fight nor flight from the unaware flow, but float with that flow and stay focused in the present moment. Be open and feel the clarity and love coming in. Spend some time gazing at the clear sky. If it is not possible then visualize clear sky with your closed eyes and feel the clarity and vastness of sky descending within you. Do this process whenever you feel confused, irritated and sad.